read through my friends’ blog…congrats for all my juniors in utm…especially u my dear roomate…long time din c u all d, yet u all gonna convo dis coming aug…good luck for future undertaking…
yo, my ex-coursemates…those in utm…happy hear u all do well in master…and cant join u all to genting d lo pai sei…
ex-lab mates…haha…everyone so busy there?good luck…oso cant join hf to bukit tinggi:-(
i think and think…may is coming…mother’s day is coming!!!!i miss u mum!!!!
rainbow…used to be a pesimistic girl…but, she just realized that…she had changed…perhaps because she wishes to stay happily everyday…
for her, now everyday is a new hope…when she wakes up everyday, she realizes that it is a new brand day…maybe is because of the inspiration book that her friend, jun downloaded and passed to her during those day she needed it…thanks for that, she haven’t finish reading the book yet she got much advangtage from there…
+ve thinking now, for future, she goes one step forward…ya, she doesn’t know what will happen in the future…but, she believes…everythings happens for reason…
she likes the changes (from -ve to +ve) now, she just cherish everything, every moment in the life now…she no longer cares about what others thinks about her, she just know that, she does everything she wishes to do, stay the life she wishes to have, as she doesn’t want to have any regret in the life…
she believes, when she goes back to hometown one day (unknown, maybe next year), she will give a new face to her family, especially her mum whom she loves so so much…
just as the mother’s day is around the corner…deep in her heart, she appreciates her mum very much, because of the unconditioned loves, she felt the warmth…and yet, she is so thankful having uncle who cares her so so much…
she understand, her family is there every moment when she needs the warmth, just as they so worries about this little girl now, who stayed alone in serdang…they thought she is still the girl who cries over the spilt milk…everytime she receives the phone call from hometown, she feels the sweet feeling…can’t deny, she miss her hometown, if can, she wishes to go back, but, she knows, it is not the suitable time now to go back…
no worries, that is the word she told her family…yup, cause of the unconditioned love, rainbow is growing stronger and stronger…(yet need support as well)
when the going gets tough, only the tough gets going…
thanks and thanks to all of you who concerned about me…sweet sms, sweet call…and sorry, i told you all, let me settle my things 1st before letting you all know my condition…and will only find you all after that…
everyone, i do hope to be alone for the meantime…i do feel all the sweet concerning, but trust me, i am fine, i am no longer the girl who will depress for long time after a bad condition…
yup, before making the decision, i don’t know how have i survive that time, it was miserable that time…after making the decision, i was relieved, but i just need time to tidy up myself…
forgive me for …
1.not telling the truth now…
2. hiding myself away from everyone…
3. whatever I am doing now…
I promise and promise…to treat myself well…love myself much…as i know there is still road for me…
不是个愚人节笑话，
这个决定，并不是冲动的决定，
这是我心里的答案，
将面对的，我会勇敢面对，
我相信。。。每条路，都是可以走的！
谢谢，thank you…
家人。。。你们从没抛弃我。。。让你担心了，妈妈。。。
DD。。。你给我精神上的支持。。。
纯。。。你的用心。。。
妮。。。你的体贴。。。
顺有。。。你的关心。。。
永兰，秀金，美晶，国麟，友成, wei eng。。。
Labmates (am I still a member of it muahaha, but I know you all are still there for me, and I am still there for you all)…
还有好多好多的你们。。。我感恩。。。
