Sometime you think that the thing that you care so much for a long period is so important to you,
but,
one day you will realise that it may not be that important to you…
that was what i quote from a drama that i watched recently while in stress…
I need a rest…haha…that is what i told my close friends this few days…
one another unexpected thing happens…continuously to me…i try to accept it and grow up…
that day, my friend said…i am not "xiao sa" enough…i considered here and there…and another friend said…i am too good too others…i always think of my friends before thinking of myself…He asked me to be "selfish" sometime, cause at the end i get myself in trouble hehe…relationship is complicated…
yesterday i cut myself accidentally, after accepting something i don’t feel like to accept…haha this can happen also?!!!and one more thing, so funny, my roomate said that i screamed when i was sleeping…at midnight…har? Why i don’t know?…
today is a better day…what happen yesterday is over and i had managed it properly…that should be the way i think…find solution after something happens…follow step by step and don’t give myself pressure…
holiday next month….uhhhh so fast…
sigh sigh sigh…with all those assignment, lab reports…
Duno how to get started actually…topics for marketing changes and changes…for we are not marketing students, suno how to do for our topics…
Just now in lab, i learnt something from sir…He is correct, time management is important, do plan lab in organised way then you will obtain higher yield…
While our group measured the OD for our sample, funny things happens…
Sir said:" I think the specific activity will increase, you know why?"
haha that time i was blurred a bit, thinking what is the reasons behind…
Then sir said:" because what you measured is not only chitinase activity, but also amylase activity!"
Again, i blurred again, Oh no, he is joling with us…
what he means is that, " we are talking at that time, so amylase activity present…hehe".
8.3.07 is another day in UTM that I won’t forget for the rest of my life…
Am I too weak? Haha while I was in class, I felt extremely sick where my hand and leg clamped…Actually in the morning I thought to skip class already but since in the afternoon there will be a quiz, I can’t let myself doing it…
Again I was sent to pusat kesihatan by ambulance, hai it is my lecturer who call the ambulance… I don’t know am I look pale that time, I had no feeling…only know that I felt very cold and no energy…Two days ago I just went to donate blood…that time still ok one…In fact, my mum didn’t encourage me to donate blood cause last time the doctor said my blood pressure is low… I need iron also hehe…But, I am the kind that while I still be able to help others, I hope I can do so…and I also felt that I am ok already, no need any extra iron…(that is what I think)…
Thanks to my lecturer, she even went to PK to ask for my condition…Thanks to my beloved friends and coursemates…thanks for the care…I had worried you guys and garls…Thanks shan, theang and wen chen for accompanying me in PK, accompanying me in my room…Also thanks for my friends who called to ask my condition…Sumore thanks to my lovely roommate, yan for cooking porridge and made ginger drink for me…
Sumimasen to you all also cause I didn’t hear the advice…I insisted to go for the quiz…
At UTM, I felt the warm from you all, 2SSB!!! I love you all much…I will pray the best to you all…
