15
September
2009
September
2009
无助0
早上的心情还好好的。。。
可是，刚刚。。。
无助的感觉再次攻击我。。。
也许。。。我该再次往好的方面想。。。
事情并不是我想像的那样。。。
19
May
2009
May
2009
gareth gates~say it isn’t so…0
Skies are dark it’s time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don’t love me anymore
Say it isn’t so
Tell me you’re not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don’t wanna let go
So say it isn’t so
Ten to five atleast we tried
We’re still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you’re gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
28
April
2009
April
2009
0
read through my friends’ blog…congrats for all my juniors in utm…especially u my dear roomate…long time din c u all d, yet u all gonna convo dis coming aug…good luck for future undertaking…
yo, my ex-coursemates…those in utm…happy hear u all do well in master…and cant join u all to genting d lo pai sei…
ex-lab mates…haha…everyone so busy there?good luck…oso cant join hf to bukit tinggi:-(
i think and think…may is coming…mother’s day is coming!!!!i miss u mum!!!!
20
April
2009
April
2009
unconditioned love4
rainbow…used to be a pesimistic girl…but, she just realized that…she had changed…perhaps because she wishes to stay happily everyday…
for her, now everyday is a new hope…when she wakes up everyday, she realizes that it is a new brand day…maybe is because of the inspiration book that her friend, jun downloaded and passed to her during those day she needed it…thanks for that, she haven’t finish reading the book yet she got much advangtage from there…
+ve thinking now, for future, she goes one step forward…ya, she doesn’t know what will happen in the future…but, she believes…everythings happens for reason…
she likes the changes (from -ve to +ve) now, she just cherish everything, every moment in the life now…she no longer cares about what others thinks about her, she just know that, she does everything she wishes to do, stay the life she wishes to have, as she doesn’t want to have any regret in the life…
she believes, when she goes back to hometown one day (unknown, maybe next year), she will give a new face to her family, especially her mum whom she loves so so much…
just as the mother’s day is around the corner…deep in her heart, she appreciates her mum very much, because of the unconditioned loves, she felt the warmth…and yet, she is so thankful having uncle who cares her so so much…
she understand, her family is there every moment when she needs the warmth, just as they so worries about this little girl now, who stayed alone in serdang…they thought she is still the girl who cries over the spilt milk…everytime she receives the phone call from hometown, she feels the sweet feeling…can’t deny, she miss her hometown, if can, she wishes to go back, but, she knows, it is not the suitable time now to go back…
no worries, that is the word she told her family…yup, cause of the unconditioned love, rainbow is growing stronger and stronger…(yet need support as well)
when the going gets tough, only the tough gets going…
